Dear Amalina Che Bakri,
I am sure you are having a tough time over there, but hey sweety, stay strong. Take out all the good things inside the pool of negativity. You are one smart-independent girl, so please dear, take a very good care of yourself. What's wrong is still wrong, and I believe you definitely do not need someone to clear it up to you. It's never too late to change. When ever we felt lost, we Muslims knew to whom we should cling on too.
Dia Maha Melihat, Maha Mendengar, dan Penerima segala taubat.