Am searching for my spirit back. It scattered away. Thought i can solved it within a short period of time, but i'm wrong. Like a jigsaw puzzle, i searched, gathered and arranged it one by one, pieces by pieces. Now, i am still struggling. Guess, this is what happened when you started to lose faith. Friend of mine once said, it's hard, but like it or not, i have to try my best to let it go and start walking again. One thing for sure, i will never give up. I'm too selfish if i give up just like that. What keep me strong is love from you, you, and all of you. Motivating, encouraging, and advising. Give me more, i need that friends~
Start back with reading journals. It's new for me, i take it as a challenge then.