Stranger in facebook friends list

There are a few strangers in my facebook friends' list with only  one or two mutual friends.  Not to mention list of awaiting for my approval strangers. Strangers here means people who I do not really know. Bumped once or twice and did not have proper conversation is consider as stranger to me. Most of them are my husband friends and sometimes my husband did not know them either. It is just that they were from the same university.

There are some of them who added me in facebook just to look at my photos. "Owh, so this is Lutfi's wife". Some are just pathetic stalkers. Some are just gossip-lovers. But do not get me wrong, most of them are real nice people.

Recently, I approved some of his friends. Then I message them personally intoducing myself and in return I would love to know about them. I do not want strangers in my facebook, so I started the conversation first. It went well.  

Still, I have many friends in facebook who I rarely keep in touch with except close friends. So I guess, I have to message them first and have a lil chit chat.

What about you? Many friends but do you keep in touch with all of them? If not then it's bonding time!

Always in my memory

It feels like yesterday I had my Roti Canai late at midnight with friends. Futsal behind the library. Sampling to Setiu, Marang, and etc with old rental Kancil. Loafing in 'Blacklist' restaurant while flirting and peeping hot guys. Scandals with men handball's team and rugby players. Messing with the river terrapin. Merempit to lecture hall. Intentionally put the test paper at corner of the table so friends beside and behind me can see the answer. Accident with best friends, ended up in clinic with four stitches, heavily crying. Spastic swim at Bidong, severely down after my first ever broken heart, dating with ex best friend, and of course lots more! 

Wedding is around the corner. More to come but memories during my single life will always be in my memory. Love you guys so much!*except my ex, haha*

"I have been through a moment where even my love one is not on my side when I really want him to hold one the phrase "Even when the whole world ditch me, please stay by my side. Trust me. Support me. Pick me. "

Guess who gave me all those? Friends. Best friends.

Friendship is one of many precious things that I am truly indulge. I have wonderful girl friends. Some of them are the real positive fellas. Lucky I have friends who trust me more than I can imagine. I have a trustworthy friend who knew my Facebook account password, a crime buddy who knew my cimb clicks password, a loyal friend who knew my ATM card password, a long-lasting friend who knew my e-mail password, a friend who I shared my dirty little secret, and each one of them hold a very special place in my heart. In case anything happen to me, they know what they have to do.

"As long as you give me your hand, I will grab it, and together we make memories. I am grateful I have many friends with various kind of thoughts and principles. I love you guys so much. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I love you".

Treat your friends nicely, will ya?

My girlfriends here used to address me as cool 'unni'(sister). I talk less compare to them, react calmly when hot issues discussed, and care not about something unrelated to me or none of my business. However in certain situation, I have been address as nerd, too positive, and too honest in responding to their question. I can't understand jokes properly so I need to ask them first, "Ermm, you are kidding right? That's not real right? The good thing is that this attitude of mine always make them laugh.

I have been surrounded with many kinds of people. Some talk much, some love to laugh, some get things too emotionally, and some are just mind their own business. This tiny world around me is indeed wonderful to live in. 

Yesterday, one of my friends shared her experienced of nearly being peep while in the toilet at Banting's mosque. She shout "WOI!!!!". Haha. Then we imagined what the other friend will do if she's in her shoe. I said, "Haha, Ummu will blabbering as long as she could like "Woi, ko takde keje ke duk skodeng orang hah. Dah sangap sangat ke hah, @#$%^&%^&&!!!!!

Then they said, "Hmmm, kalo she camne ek?"...

While laughing..."Hahahaha, kalo kak she mesti die tak buat ape, duduk tunggu dulu dalam toilet tu, fikir diowang ni nak intai betul ke ni?Ishhh, takkan la. Hmm, tengok dulu camne, tunggu sat..haha."

When I told this to my fiancee, this is his reaction, "Haha, that is so you!"

Huh. Never mind. At least my friends knew me well. I am fine with that. Plus, I am happy. Happy with them, and happy with myself.

p/s: I am not cool, it's just that I don't like to talk much.  

Natasha Aishah & Suami (Abang janggut)

Abang janggut, tasha, milah, sue, and me in sweet yellow-pink, ehehee. Super love this lovely picture, ho yeah!

Natasha Aishah Mohd Zamari. One of my close friend in SHAMS. I am blessed to have such a wonderful friend like her. May happiness be with her forever. This are some of our lovely pictures from the mister photographer himself, and from our own miss najlaa' nasuha mohd radin.

:Congrates fae!:

Congratulation dear friend, Faizah Mohd Yasin! My best friend! Semoga bahagia ke akhir hayat bersama abang peja. I know you are my loyal reader! Thank you~

p/s: Fae, you are so pretty in purple! Abang Peja just can't stop smiling! Haha. My mom said, kawen doh fae, kak teh je hok dok kawen2 lagi. Huuuuu. Doakan she dapat suami soleh juga k laling!

NO EASY AT ALL

One way friendship is not working for me. I am not that kind of person whom initiate all the process. I can do that, and I did. But the process will not efficiently working if it is only one-way relationship.I have done my part, and I will do no more. I am not happy, so I choose to back off.

SPECIAL POST FOR ANA

5/12/2010

Dear,

Selamat bergraduasi! Terima kasih untuk segalanya. Walaupon ana agak jauh lebih muda dari kak she*huuuuu,ak tua*, tapi terima kasih atas persahabatan yang tulus dan ikhlas dari hati ana. Kak she tak pernah attend konvo others sambil pegang bunga kat depan pintu hall tao. Ana yang pertama. Owh,lovely family you got there. Nice to meet your parent, siblings, and relatives. May Allah bless you in what ever you do in the future.

Love,

Kak she

:FAE:

27/11/2010

We were from the same school, SMKA Sheikh Abdul Malek*proud to be one*. She's one of my close buddy. She's one smart-cute-petite bubbly girl adore by many back then. We became close during form 3 as we were classmate. From then, a friendship bloom. We lived in the same district, so our family shared quite a close bonding. Her late father is a very pious man. Her bros and sis are so friendly. Her mom is lovely*still cute cam fae*.

Last week, i witnessed a special day in her life. Even I am stuck with other plan, i tried my best to attend her special day. I don't want to miss her transition stage of life. We grew up together like a sibling. The love that we shared remain strong even we rarely seen each other. I strongly believed that our friendship will last forever.

To faizah Mohd Yasin, congratulation sweetie. You know how much I love and adore you. I am absolutely happy for u dear fwen. I rememberd clearly you accompanied me during my first ever date*kite silap naik bas ke Jerteh*. You wish to meet my current other half, well dear, your wish is my command! We will arrange that later k sweetie~ Again, congratulation!

p/s:We join usrah together back then in secondary school. It always bring back memories when i remembered her. Others special day is on the list too. Haih, bile my turn plop nih? kepada yang berkaitan, sila jgn tunggu lama2 (^_^)v

Me, fae,kak n jlaa' yg sesat xjumpe umah fae..haha

A NIGHT IN K BOX

Mysterious ray of purple-violet, alluring shade of hot-red, intriguing umbra of navy blue, swanky shimmer of majestic gold; what a splendid essences of colors. Color itself is a life. Live with it, so then you will understand and appreciate it.

Sometimes life is hard. Sometimes I questioned my self why lots of unwanted things which is far beyond my comfort zone happened in just a year. Too many questions i have asked without seeking the correct answer, without knowing that the questions unconsciously lead me to a grief of depression *Darth vader would say.. welcome to the dark side if he knew me =p*. Kidding.

I have been through the bitter moment in my life and i am absolutely grateful with all those experiences. It changes me in lots of ways. I just felt, owh..now I am a brand new me. I am no longer afraid to embrace the pain of life, i think wisely*kadang2 bodoh jugak*, I act maturely*konon nye..she, xbaik menipu! =p*

Last few days, I went to 'karok' with two friends. Both of them are sifu in singing, well me..i am just a beginner (T_T)*dulu karok kat umah je, xde owg dengar sgt, ayam kucing jek dengar*. Hey, hell that was fun! We sang 'Bila cinta didusta, Kau yang bernama seri, fantasia bulan madu'*rock kapak*, memori daun pisang*dance in the K-box, woohoo*. We sang 15 songs that night, ended up with sore-throat. Enjoy your single life, do not think of the problems, but think how to overcome it (^_^)v.

p/s: really miss our good old days in UMT. Mengulor kedai roti canai malam2 n minum teh peng with girl buddies, I am addicted to teh peng back then~ plus i change the lyric of Kau yang bernama Seri to Kau yang bernama Lutfi~

mission possible

Yesterday was wonderful. Having a walk with few close fwen along side the beach*my fav place to date*, fooling around in a playground, and ride a chariot. Hoho, the charioteer called his horse 'semek'*hahaha*

Semek ditunggang oleh 3 orang semek*ngeeeesss* Suit us well.

Our first intention was to jog. But due to our long term hibernation period from jog, all of us kinda afraid of muscle injury*kononnya* so we decided to take it slow. Jalan2 cuci mata dulu~

Today will be the day..the day i stand up in the center of the park..and shout out loud...

Aku nak body bikini!

Giler, I lembut, sopan santun tao*puke*

Definitely gambar hiasan. Owh dear, the combination of green and pink! lovely, me want this! Please~*ngesssss*

p/s: sebelom tido, sempat minum nescafe kacip fatimah. saje nak try. tapi ayat kak noli mmg xleh blah..hoo she, kacip*rapat* doh kang, nok kacip lagi ke, hahahaha*

zaman muda mudi-part 1

Untuk kenangan diri sendiri bila dah tua esok2~untuk tatapan anak cucu juge*memori zaman muda*

This is me with few close fwens. Efa, Ain, Ct, me, Ella, and Fik*Detol and arni were not in the picture* This pic was taken at Pantai Tok Jembal, Kuala Terengganu. Nice beach with full of rubbish. Lucky got Uni students there, so for social work, comittee just organized beach clean up for their annual activities. Talking about social work, me pernah kene tangkap kat dalam toilet sebab ponteng. siap amik nama kate nak bagi kat TNC. cik Ct pon ponteng juga tapi xkene sebab die bijak. along*senior* pon kene cekup tapi die xbagi nama. die fire balik student tu, ko pehal nak amik nama aku, nape ko plak yang kene amik. upe2 nya, yang amik nama tu pon kene cekup gak. kene cekup ngn owg besau UNI. so diowang ditugaskan mencari muka2 bersalah cam diowang kat hostel. cett, ingat MPP ke ape ke. cuak gak seposen. ciss~jujur sgt..

Dis is during Monsoon cup held at Pulau Duyung Kuala Terengganu*Ganu jek*. Time tu x r berangin sangat pon, lg syok cuci mata. cuci mata tgk art. ader art exhibition*my passion*. That's azie*D smartest person in our course*, pae*d DJ =p*, me, hanim, and Tirah*Ummi was not in the pic coz she's d one who took dis pic =p* Owh, Ummi! Congrates dapat baby! Huhu..me so jeles, she already married, me? huhuhuhuhuhu ma~nak kawen!

This is mybee, dux, me and Ummi. Sampling members, we share the same supervisor, Dr Jamilah. Ni geng sama2 berguling dalam lumpur. Owh, umi*white shawl*yang da dapat baby tu, rase cam da tua~ish2, me 24!not that old!*semangat utk diri sendiri =p* dux pon da kawen*one of my close male buddy* dulu agak allergic with boys, da lama tu ok sket. time first year, nampak je boys terus tunduk.. skang da pandai bersosial sket (^_^), ketawa pon da cam setan. haih, ape nak jadi la she ni~ =p

the goddess

This is our story. Not related at all with whom who already dead nor alive. This is a tale of the goddess..whom shine upon this temporary world, whom desirably by all men, whom admirably by all women. The goddess themselves is talented and bless with skills possessed only by them, and within them they share their secret. In a paradised they lived. Hommy, cosy, and full of laughter. the goddess themselves has a leader called 'Goddess of Calmness'~

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Goddess of calmness- She's d eldest and d leader of us. She's quite but she observed everything that happened within our paradise. She is our reference. She handle every probs very well. Calm and mature. our sis, jaja syaz~ *i need your advices on marriage,hee*

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Goddess of Guardian- We would love to refer her as our mom. She can be fierce and lovely. Her cookin is undeniably delicious. she took a very good care of our house. and a warning, dont pick a fight with her if u not brave enough coz she is our guardian. the saviour and the leader of 'adult-world-topic', nolee~ *love ur straight to d point of oh yeah*

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Goddess of Cuteness- She's sooo cute. Like a baby she is. With fair-red-tomato skin. She's quite and introvert, but she's smart. Like a shy princess, she's waitin devotedly for her prince charming. our cute baby face sis, dhiya~

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Goddess of joyful- She's d youngest*only a month from me*. She bring joy to our house with her laugh, her stories, and her trademark word 'Boddo'*n im d one who alwaz got that word, but hey i fire back, nattang~* she's alwaz act innocent but hey we know her head is not dat pure*biruuuuu juge*

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Goddess of Wisdom- She's intelligent,smart, and hardworking. She put her study beyond anything else. A very good daughter, a lovely sis to her siblings, and a very good fwen of mine. She's d innocent one in our house. her mind is pure, but tainted everyday with not so good stuff from me, nolee, n nadia. hey, u need to grow up*ngeeeee*

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Goddess of the goddess- Muahahahahaha.whoelse, me of course.narcissist is good for ur health*sila muntah,tq*. I may not be kind enough to all of u, am just a normal human being*nens would not agree with this statement =p*. But im happy to have all of u in my life. we lived within d same house, we share the same bathroom, the same washing machine*ngeeee* and we share the same sweet moment. From d bottom of my heart, i love u all~

Goddess of Cuteness, Goddess of Calmness, Goddess of Wisdom, Goddess of the goddess, Goddess of Joyful, and Goddess of Guardian

Nens d weirDo n sHe d siLLy

This is a story about two guls in their youngy youngy time. one of them is princess SHESilly of a purple city, while d other one is a witch called NenS the Weirdo. Different background nor languages, yet they still are bezfwen. tHE Princess say, "Rohok mu ne nens,"...the weirdo reply, "fravjb ki hjsgy lkjbb tee,"(natang hape mu she).

Alkisah~

d princess herself had a crush with the neighboorhood prince. everytime she wanna impress her prince, she will just end up make fun of herself. so born d name shesilly. She wanna sing a song to attract her loved one, but end up with a sore throat (plus rain pour down heavily for 7 days.non-stop).she wanna tell funny stories, but end up she's teasing her ownself..she wanna dance in front of him (to show-off her talent in dancing) but end up in with a broken waist (silap goyang). sigh~

d witch herself is undoubtly d smartest person in d whole kingdom. day and nite, she will carry a paper; so called article or journal of her late ancestors. she's on her way to become d greatest witch on earth. she herself once declared dat her hobby is reading journals.(apekah.....) dat shows how extremely she is to be in d world guiness book of record as d greatest witch. weird..very weird,indeed.

one day, d princess pay a visit to d witch's place. its a hat..except dat its bigger than a hat. at the door, there's a sign..'TOKWAN PROPERTY'! (WHAT THE ****?!)

"Nens, its me...ur gorgeous fwen"
"who?angelina jolie?"
"no~it me..she"
"ooowh u silly, whats up..come in"
"its been a while~i just miss u. so i guess pay a surprise visit would be good"
"u've been here yesterday..............."
"am i?OMG, I forgot. so how r u fwen?any recent discoveries?"
"ooo..now im doing research about apilepsy among normal-healthy people"
"u r weird! how come healthy people can get epilepsy if they dont even have one?"
"yeah...im more curious! u stupid girl~stay away from me...stop with ur stupid princess fantasy. i wanna read journal! please come back to reality she. its just two weeks he went there. stop ur stupid ****ing story!"

eRRRRRRRR~hehe. what more can i say. its me during my 'epilepsy period'

Nens,

u called me silly,
u called me bloody fool,
u even called me narcissist~

Dear,

im silly becoz u r sane,
im fool becoz u r smarter,
im narciss becoz u r humble~

nENS describe me as

1.bubbly
2.silly
3.purely tainted
4.adorkable
5.innocently sweet

me describe nens as

1.mysterious n secretive
2.smart
3.insanely nice
4.A thinker
5.Lovely

Nens, tq for everything. tq for being d one~nak balik tg karang~~~nak,nak,nak,nak~ (hey, what do u think of my newy short pan?ahahaha)

TQ Nens...

My bff giv me dis poem. gosh~i always want a poem from a person close to me..

My Dear & Dearest Sheshe,

You have taken my heart.
Give it back!
But you can't just give it back,
It belongs to you!
So the only way for me to get my heart back,
Is for you to belong to me!
Be mine; be mine,
because my heart is yours.

Your eyes are like diamonds.
You are wonderful
like the sky at sunset.
Those are just two of the ...reasons why I like you.

I'll tell you a hundred and one
more reasons why I like you
if you promise to be mine forever.
Do the math, sweet owner of my heart,
Do the math.
That's a total of one-hundred and three
Reasons why I love you.

With loads & loads of love,

~me~