Rain check 2012

Salam and greetings. It has been a while, isn't it? I hope everyone is in the pink of health. It's nearly the end of 2012, so I decided to have a check on 2012 resolutions. I wrote this on January 2012. So lets have a check, shall we?

New year resolution 2012

My new year resolution is more about improving myself. Not to mention i will be a wife, soon. So here's my list, which I also save it in my handphone. I will jot it down and hang it near my bed.

1. Jaga solat. Solat di awal waktu. Alasan tertido or bangun lewat is a big no no! Totally improve in jaga solat, toma'ninah dijaga, bacaan dijaga, cuma nak solat betul-betul awal masih belum terlaksana. Aigooooo~

2. Bangun awal, at least 6 am. Tidur cukup, can't exceed 12. Fail miserably. Tidur sebelum pukul 12 macam sangat jarang berlaku. Sigh.

3. Exercise backbone sebelum tidur. lalalalalalala, tak buat pom.

4. Minum air panas di waktu pagi Berjaya!

5. Jangan lupa makan supplement for backbone and etc. selalu lupa~

6. Jangan miss breakfast. Ada improvement compare to tahun sebelum

7. Jangan minum ais Berjaya kecuali teh ais

8. Rajin di makmal Rajin cuma ada masalah, tahun 2013 insyaAllah berjalan lancar

9. Rajin kemas umah@bilik Saya rasa saya rajin, tapi boleh rajin lagi

10.Rajin basuh baju Perkara paling malas in comparison to lain-lain kerja rumah, sebab baju dibasuh according to types, so, leceh, so, I all rasa malas sikit lah. OK alasan

11.Pakai sun-block sebelum keluar rumah. Ngeeee Bab ni rajin sangat-sangat

12.Pakai lotion sebelum tidur Lupa

13.Pakai selipar rumah. Kaki sensitif aih~ Pakai after dibebel suami

14.Shape kan body ala2 scarlet johansen gitu Scarlet Johansen ada selulit, I all takde, mane ade

15.Facial at least sekali semingggu  Sebulan sekali logik sikit kan, tahun 2012 tiada bajet untuk itu, 2013 insyaAllah ada

16.Baca news every morning Ada improvement, tapi politik luar negara lagi tip top kalau nak compare dengan dalam negara. Ibrahim Ali tu pon tak berape nak kenal, tapi tak kenal beliau pon takpe. Saya baca google news je, suami baca Malaysiakini

17.Baca buku sebelum tidur Awal-awal tahun sangat rajin membaca buku-buku Islamik, akhir-akhir tahun sibuk sikit, takde masa, OK tipu, saya tak peruntukkan masa untuk membaca sebelum tidur. Lagi prefer tickling my hubby, eh eh eh

18.Rajin memasak Rajin kecuali breakfast, kalut sangat. Better prepare bahan sikit malam before tidur, so pagi tu tak rushing. 

19.Jogging di hujung minggu Saya dah lupa bila last saya jogging, nasib baik masih kurus walaupun makan nasi macam 3 orang makan. Kelebihan Allah bagi, tapi kalau tak jaga, takut juga Allah tarik nikmat itu, so she, please jaga

20.Sentiasa pegang buku Selalu pegang planner, sayang sangat kat planner, banyak nota dalam tu

21.Hindar penyakit hati Takde, Alhamdulillah

22.Selalu senyum, jangan masam2 2012 banyak dugaan, selalu menangis. huuuuu

23.Sentiasa bersangka baik Agak susah especially bila terang-terangan you have been mistreated. Alhamdulillah, dapat mimpi separa sedar yang berbunyi.."takpe orang layan tak baik, yang penting kita sentiasa layan orang baik"

24.Menjadi isteri solehah yang terbaik untuk suami~ Sampai ke akhir hayat saya akan sentiasa berusaha!

More to come, have to start little by little.

Dear 2012, I welcomed you with arms wide open. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan di tahun 2012.

So how's your 2012?

Love,

She
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little notes

It felt really good to finally have the chance to write again. It gave me a great pleasure to pour all my thought and pieces of memories here. Thank you for constantly support me from the very beginning till my new chapter of life. Thank you for sending me messages to update my blog, silent readers. As a mere human being with flaws, being inspired by youngster is a huge honour. I will try my best to constantly write and pour all my heart within my writings. 

That picture is a just a little sneak peak to my new wonderful life with a man called husband. 

Hiatus

Salam to all, I will stay hiatus for a while. Please take a very good care of yourself, OK. Thank you too for all the lovely wishes. I wish you the best too, no matter who you are, friends, strangers, silent readers, and etc. 

See you guys soon!

Blessing in disguise

Sometimes, unpleasant memories came flashing in my mind. With shake hands, vibrated voice, hell yeah it was pretty disturbing. A big sighing sometimes working. Somehow I manage to gather my strength and think, "It's OK She, it does not really matter if someone hurt you. Feel the pain, embrace it, and just be you. They hurt you, you treat them nicer. Just smile, hide your pain".


After the incident, I blame myself for reacting negatively in facing the problems. It all started when the inner side of me want to be heard. So I let it all out. In contrast, it may lead to bigger problem if I buried it down under, right?


Nope. I forgot one thing. I am being heard, by Him. He knows what I felt. He certainly knew my feelings. I am not alone. I have Him. Allah the Almighty. If I felt that I have been treated unfairly, to Him I should cling on. Do good deeds, you will be rewarded. I believe that.


Please forgive my sin.

2012

New year resolution


My new year resolution is more about improving myself. Not to mention i will be a wife, soon. So here's my list, which I also save it in my handphone. I will jot it down and hang it near my bed.


1. Jaga solat. Solat di awal waktu. Alasan tertido or bangun lewat is a big no no!
2. Bangun awal, at least 6 am. Tidur cukup, can't exceed 12.
3. Exercise backbone sebelum tidur. 
4. Minum air panas di waktu pagi
5. Jangan lupa makan supplement for backbone and etc.
6. Jangan miss breakfast.
7. Jangan minum ais
8. Rajin di makmal
9. Rajin kemas umah@bilik
10.Rajin basuh baju
11.Pakai sun-block sebelum keluar rumah. Ngeeee
12.Pakai lotion sebelum tidur
13.Pakai selipar rumah. Kaki sensitif aih~
14.Shape kan body ala2 scarlet johansen gitu
15.Facial at least sekali semingggu
16.Baca news every morning
17.Baca buku sebelum tidur
18.Rajin memasak
19.Jogging di hujung minggu
20.Sentiasa pegang buku
21.Hindar penyakit hati
22.Selalu senyum, jangan masam2
23.Sentiasa bersangka baik
24.Menjadi isteri solehah yang terbaik untuk suami~


More to come, have to start little by little.


Dear 2012, I welcomed you with arms wide open. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan di tahun 2012.

My girlfriends here used to address me as cool 'unni'(sister). I talk less compare to them, react calmly when hot issues discussed, and care not about something unrelated to me or none of my business. However in certain situation, I have been address as nerd, too positive, and too honest in responding to their question. I can't understand jokes properly so I need to ask them first, "Ermm, you are kidding right? That's not real right? The good thing is that this attitude of mine always make them laugh.

I have been surrounded with many kinds of people. Some talk much, some love to laugh, some get things too emotionally, and some are just mind their own business. This tiny world around me is indeed wonderful to live in. 

Yesterday, one of my friends shared her experienced of nearly being peep while in the toilet at Banting's mosque. She shout "WOI!!!!". Haha. Then we imagined what the other friend will do if she's in her shoe. I said, "Haha, Ummu will blabbering as long as she could like "Woi, ko takde keje ke duk skodeng orang hah. Dah sangap sangat ke hah, @#$%^&%^&&!!!!!

Then they said, "Hmmm, kalo she camne ek?"...

While laughing..."Hahahaha, kalo kak she mesti die tak buat ape, duduk tunggu dulu dalam toilet tu, fikir diowang ni nak intai betul ke ni?Ishhh, takkan la. Hmm, tengok dulu camne, tunggu sat..haha."

When I told this to my fiancee, this is his reaction, "Haha, that is so you!"

Huh. Never mind. At least my friends knew me well. I am fine with that. Plus, I am happy. Happy with them, and happy with myself.

p/s: I am not cool, it's just that I don't like to talk much.  

Reaching stardom-Part 1

6 December 2011

I tried my first wedding dress! I am over the moon right now. The feeling is awesome! Fitting dress, checked!

I told the boutique owner, “Oh my, I am so shy. Do I need to come out from the fitting room?” Well, of course I have to. No choice. Huu, but I really fall in love with my wedding dress. I just can’t wait to wear it properly. Do pray for me, ok.

p/s: The entry tittle aren't mine. Hehe.

Gym

Despite all the sorrow, I sign myself up for gym. So, instead of taking more foods when stress, I better bury myself in the gym. Rest in peace, she.

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Agak-agak in two months boleh dapat body Giselle tak?

A road less travel

I am standing at my junction of life. Again. The light had turn green but I was still standing there. I know where I want to head, but I just felt stoned. My body was there but my mind aint anywhere to be found.

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At the point of life where I gain my first real-life lesson, I made a crucial decision. I left what I want, for the sake of my future. A better future. I choose a road less traveled. It's not easy. Obstacles came every now and then, but I survived. Because I am not alone.

Along the journey, we had our joy and sorrow. Along the journey we met some old and new friends. Some treat us nicely, some are just mind their own business, some are holding on friends with benefit principal, and some are just a selfish bastard. We did a lot of things together, we had our arguments, lovey-dovey moments, supporting each other, fooling around like a child, celebrating event together, learn each other habit, and many more. A happy ending, that's what we wish for.

It's not easy at first while making that crucial decision in life. But I glad I did that. Somehow, I have evolved. I felt different in many ways.

As I am happy with my current life, a short phone call had left me breathless. This time I manage to embrace it and recover quickly. So here I am, at the new junction of life. A crucial decision had to be made. One way will lead me to a normal life, as wishes by many, while the other way need a lot of sacrifices, no security, but I believe it will lead me to the way of life that I want. If I wrong, then screw me.

Again.

I choose a road less travel.

Prof. Dr. Hamka-Tasawuf moden

Kalau engkau masih muda remaja senangkanlah hatimu! Kerana pohon pengharapanmu masih subur, dahan-dahannya masih rendang dan rimbun. Tujuan kenang-kenangan masih jauh. Sebab umurmu masih muda, mudahlah bagimu menjadikan mimpi menjadi kenyataan yang sebenarnya. Kalau engkau telah tua, senangkan pulalah hatimu! Kerana engkau telah terlepas dari medan pertempuran dan perjuangan yang sengit, dan engkau telah beroleh beberapa ilmu yang berguna di dalam sekolah hidup. Engkau telah tahu firasat, mengerti gerak geri manusia dan tahu ke mana tujuan jalan yang ditempuhnya. Oleh sebab itu, segala pekerjaan yang engkau kerjakan itu kalau engkau suka lebih banyak akan membawa faedah dan lebih banyak tersingkir daripada bahaya. Satu detik daripada umurmu di masa tua, lebih mahal harganya daripada bertahun-tahun di zaman muda, sebab semuanya telah engkau lalui dengan pandangan yang terang dan pengalaman yang pahit.

Randomness

1. I forgot to write about the Big Bad Wolf Sale. I went there twice. I splashed my money on arts and histories books. I wonder why I ended up in science where my actual interests are in arts. I bought books on cross-stitching, sewing, crafting, quilting, general knowledge, and Britain history.

2. Last week, we went to Sunway Pyramid to meet friends. I captured some inspiring photos while leisurely walked around. Please view my tumblr for more photos. We had our lunch at the Garden. The combination of white-green is indeed relaxing. Cosy and comfy. I am a tea-lover, so we decided to try the lavendar tea. But urgh, I will not suggest lavendar tea to all. A cup of tea, then we went wek wek! Haha. Barramunda fish and homecook mushroom soup are worthy to try on. On our way to the carpark, I found Daiso! Daiso is a Japaness-based shop where all items are at RM5. I bought a hand-grip to exercise my palms. I wish to give my future hubby a body massage but my palms are not that strong so I considered this as one of my efforts to strengten my palms. Anything for your love one, right?

3. I am a future botanist. Majoring in palynology (pollen studies mainly for taxonomy purposes). Anatomy is not my cup of tea. Theoritically, I know about the anatomy of plant, but I am not that good in it practically. I forgot when was the last time I draw the anatomy struture and recognized very single cells within the system. Last week, I had given a task to draw the cell map for plant cells. Maybe because I enjoyed drawing so much, the results are pretty good. Not just I learnt on how to draw a cell map, I gained knowledge about the cells involved. All thanks to Mr. Ruzi, a research officer who teach me all those things. Practice makes perfect.

4. Last Friday during lunch hour, Ummu, Mrs. Farah, and I were having our girls day-out. I bought a jog-suit; trouser with sweater, sport shirt, and a brand new sport shoe. I never have a branded sport shoe before, how I wish someone will gave it to me as a present. Haha. Most of my previous shoes are never exceeded 50 ringgit. Definitely the perfect time to indulge myself with the Adidas, right? It's black and purple. Simply elegent and pretty. Ummu and I had planned to jog everyday after the office hour as one of our efforts to get a slimmer body. Do not tell me that I already have a great body, because trust me fellas, I too have cellulite and fats. I got stress everytime I saw them!#$%^&*! STRESS!!*Jessica version in running man*

5. Expidition to Broga! Height-fear, yes, that's me! But hey, I managed to go up there and come down safely! Climb up is not the problem, but heading down is definitely a big problem. On the way back, I kept chanting to myself, She, you can do it! Come on She, you can do it! Dear friends too are super supportive, they kept saying Kak She, you can do it, just don't look down! One step at a time. I am one of the committees involved in organizing the expidition, and the funny part is that, most of the committees involved are at the back of the line. The students were super excited. Wonder where they gained so much stamina. Haih, old already. Up there, Subhanallah, the scenary is amazingly beautiful. Before you wish to go to Broga Hill, please jog!

6. My friends and I were having our lunch somewhere at Bangi uptown. A man came at our table promoting a book of hadith and a selawat CD at only RM6. I stop eating and listen to him. I took out RM6 and gave it to him. As simple as that, I bought a Selawat CD. After listen to the CD, its totally worth it. All the Zikrs are the one that I used to practice while in high school. A simple reminder, treat everyone surround you nicely. They are doing a halal job. Treat them nicely.

Those are few things that I remembered doing last week.

p/s: Currently having fever and backbone pain, so sumbat tisu dalam hidung untuk menghalang pengaliran keluar lava panas. Huhu.

Week review

Last week, I took a day off to accompany my dear bestfriend from Kuala Lipis, Pahang to an interview. It is a compulsory procedure for a PTD to bring together a personal judge who knew them for more than three years to verify every detail about the officer for national security. It does sound scary right? Alhamdulillah, it all went smoothly

After office hour, most of my free times last week were filled with business affairs. I am young and healthy, so this is the perfect time to earn some extra money. I am still capable to sleep late at night and woke up early without having severe dizziness. For 6 months, this is one of many sacrifices that I have to embrace.

Last weekend, I cook fettuchine carbonara for my dear fiancee, friends, and housemates. I also managed to cross-stitched roses. It is still in progress so I can't share it here yet. I just can't leave my hobbies, no matter how busy I am because they keep me sane, they gave me inspirations, and they gave me inner peace.

In the next post, I will share my life schedule. Ask me something that I really obsess with, damn sure the answer will be my routine. I am that kind of girl who plan everything first. I have my perfect life schedule, I list groceries items needed before off to mall, I count possibilities for action taken, I have a to-do list, etc. Lucky me that my fiancee understand me well while he on the other hand is a complete reverse from me. Till then, have a nice day!